I have just received her art work today. I like it very much and I have framed it. I will always cherish all her work and things. This picture was drawn by Rheea Zhang. Life is not always full of bed and roses, but whenever I see this picture, I will tell myself that no matter how tough the journey is ahead of me, I will never give up.

I have a contradictory personality. I am a very determined person who never gives up my dreams easily. She is my dream, yet I gave her up 10 years ago. I was rejected by her back then, but at least we talked to each other very often. That was the happiest moment in my life. When she said that we can only be friend, I was very hurt then. The wound left a very deep scar. After so many years, I really wish to talk to her again. Our mind set has changed a lot. Now, she is into Metaphysics and art while I am into Psychology and Finance, we have grown up, everything has changed, but my love for her has never changed. After that rejection, I never pick up the courage to even think that she will be my girlfriend one day. There are many Knights in the shinning amour waiting to win the princess's heart, I am just a little soldier leading a very normal life. However, this soldier will be the most loyal guy to her. If she ever faced any danger moment, this soldier will put her safety before his life. If all the knights ever abandon her, he will always stay by the princess's side, even as her salves, he has no complaint.

My heart has cried many times for you, only you let me feel that my heart is still alive. I know right from the start, falling in love with you, is like building a prison for my heart to stay inside. I can never break free from this cell yet I can never be with you. It is like pursuing a destination that you knew right from the start, it never existed.