Sunday, July 25, 2010

My first piano lesson

My first piano lesson was quite interesting; the teacher was very nice and patient towards me. After the piano lesson, I went to get myself a piano, which the school was very quick in delivery the piano to my place and I am grateful for that.

I know that the road ahead will be very tough and challenging, but no matter what, there is no turning back. There are so many things I want to do for you, even if it won't mean a thing to you, I will not regret. You are so special, so different. Only you know what is true love. I just wanna be your friend, let me stay by your side, walking through the storm with you, be your guidance angel. I promised you that I wouldn’t ask anything more than that.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

I wanna be your angel

I wish I can be your moth angel to stay by your side and I wish I could melt away the cool silence of your solitude. Never mind if I cannot be your knight in shining armor or your charming prince.

If you are ever trapped in a dark tunnel, I will be a firefly to provide you with the light so that you can walk out of your darkness. Even if I have to exhaust all my energy or my limited life, I have no second thoughts to do it for you.

I wish I could show you that love can be very beautiful, even if I have to use all my life to show you, I will. I guess we are all passionate, just that we haven met the right person for us to change, for us to sacrifice and do something for them.

Sometime, love is not told, is not felt. Just like a mute and deaf couple, their love for their mate can be manifested through their telepathy communication.

If you have expectation for love, you do not have loved deep enough. Love is in search of dreams together being rich or poverty.

Many people do crazy things for love, is that love or simply being foolish? How are we to judge if we were never there? It is hard to find people who really know what love is. Love is not meant to be selfish, and you do not go into it just because you are lonely or you wish to experience love, cos you can hurt the one who really loves you. Love, is not just about companionship, is it when two souls united, you cannot separate them apart. Till death, they will never be separated.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

My religion

My religion

I have gotten a religion now, I shall have faith in it, I shall never trade it for anything, I will lay my life for my belief. Yes, that’s love. I believe in love. No matter how long it going to take, I will be right there waiting for my angel to appear.

We always have so many checklists about the idea person to love, so if one day, we realize that our soul mates are no longer as pretty as before, no longer as smart as before, will we still stick on to this love?

Everybody needs a religion to help him or her spiritually, and I need to love. I am not desperate for love, but I am seeking for true love.No matter how many years I am going to wait, I will wait for her love patiently. There are so many things I want to do for the angel I love. Love will not fade off as times goes by. No matter where she is, I shall be devoted to my angel. I once thought that true love story only appears in fairy tale story, but there is true love. When you realize that you love her more than yourself, when you realize that her happiness is all that you ever want, you have truly fallen in love. When you realize that you just wanna kept showering her your love without being calculative, you know she is the one.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

When you tell me you love me

I wanna call the stars
Down from the sky
I wanna live a day
That never dies
I wanna change the world
Only for you
All the impossible
I wanna do

I wanna hold you close
Under the rain
I wanna kiss your smile
And feel the pain
I know what's beautiful
Looking at you
In a world of lies
You are the truth

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I'll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

I wanna make you see
Just what I was
Show you the loneliness
And what it does
You walked into my life
To stop my tears
Everything's easy now
I have you here

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I'll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

In a world without you
I would always hunger
All I need is your love to make me stronger

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I'll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

You love me
When you tell me that you love me

Finally

I have just signed up for a piano course. It has been my interest since young and I am excited about it!

Monday, July 12, 2010

Love hurt

Sometime it is difficult to understand about love. You may not understand why he or she think in this way, sometime it may seems ridiculous. Until when you gave your heart wholeheartedly, you will never understand.

Love is something that is given to all.
Some give it up without ever knowing they had it.

Some cherish and covet it, without a second thought.
And some....will never give and therefore shall never fully receive.

When one decides to love, they must give their all.
Not just their heart, but their mind and trust as well.
You may never truly love someone until you have told them something that no one but you knows about yourself.
Everyone has one secret that has been kept from all.
When, finally, the person is found that can read you and your emotions with their eyes closed.
You will know you have finally found true love.

It is not truth, when told, love only comes once a lifetime.
For some, love repeats itself, comes to haunt again.
It is a beautiful specter in the mind of any mortal being.
And grants them some peace.



Never fear of losing love, live in the moment being.
Reassurance is compelling, but should not be needed.
Love does not fade completely, with time nor false hatred.


Though your heart may be damaged, and you may move on, there will always be a spot in your heart that still aches at that remembered pain.

Love is the promise of life.
It can be given and taken.
It is not just a falsity in a weaklings mind.
Those who choose not to believe, are the weaklings, that are afraid to face real emotion.

Love is nothing but a sweet taste, in the midst of a bitter world.
It never gives itself completely, until the very end.
but pauses reluctantly, always leaving its trace behind.
Even after it has flown away.

Some love may give itself whole in the very beginning
and will burn, a blazing flame for a while
then will die down to a light ember
but will always be there to warm the heart of one who seeks comfort in memory.