In life, different period of your life, you may like different things. Our brain evolved just like the earth. Sometime my friend asked me which type of girl do I go for; I can’t find an absolute answers to it. Not sure if this theory works; if our brain evolves like the earth, our liking changes over time, while my love for you remain constant, do you think I will ever stand a chance?
I am very afraid to go into any relationship now, cos I don’t know if anyone can replaced you in my heart. I know what true love is, but I always acted as if I don’t know. In my past relationship, I pretended as if I don’t know how to love. I didn’t give my best, cos I did not wish to hurt anyone, I didn't want to pretend to be a great lover only to give up in the end. Then why started it when I knew we wasn’t meant to be to begin with? I thought I could forget about you. Over the years, you were constantly inside my heart. I didn’t know why I waited for so many years before I picked up the courage to call you again and asked for your facebook account.
I must be out of my mind to pursue an impossible dream. I just want to focus on my studies now. I will never try to get anyone to replace you again; everyone is unique. If I ever fall in love again, I will make sure that I give all my love without any reservation. You have been my sincere friend, I know you never wanted be to be like this. Perhaps we were never meant to be together, I am learning how to let go. Nevertheless, you left a very deep footprint in my heart. I wanted to tell you that I am more than happy to be your friend. I am proud of you and I will never abandon this friendship again, no matter what. I want to be someone who is truly sincere to you. I will pray to whatever god exists that whenever you faced with any problem, you can resolve it easily.
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